around about

I like waking up slowly, I like Having cereal and I like feeling good. I try not to let myself go down, try to keep the upper chin, sometimes so easy to frown, in this case I'm in.
Working shouldnt be easy and Relaxing shouldn't be so hard , cause when I get this Mood ...Feels I kinda get .. and I kinda like , a bit like something else.

anger

I am so pissed off that certain things do not work when everything seems to be in the right place .I love computers and everything good that comes with them but I HATE when shit does not work over and over again, ie: i am using messenger it says I cant use it with out a new version so then i click yes get me this new version , ok yes i give up , i must get against my wishes this newer version of messenger. Five mins later it has loaded the new version, so i clik to open because obviously I want to use this software, and guess what it says half way through opening ? You must get a new version of messenger to continue !!!! :| Well what the hell have I just done?? After repeating this process a few times I start getting slightly flustered and angry , the same is happening with skype and some other programs , and when I try and get support the fuking questions that are "frequently" asked are never in the least bit relevant to the ones that I am asking . So where is this Help section that I am promised , I want to shout at someone , I want to complain , I follow instructions and no fucking help is given , well that makes me angry.

this is for beverly:

my new years resulutions,(better late than never)
1º=get better grades.
2º=learnmore,reading.
3º=read more.
4º=be joyfull.
5º=waste less time on futile and superficial things.
6º=organise my future.
7º=mentalize for the future to come.
8º=have a warm spring a hot summer and a cold winter.
9º=have a creative and happy relationship.
10º=get the next new year's resolutions on time.

this is for beverly:

@school

I live in a town of Portugal(moderatly big one)
and i go to a secundary school wicht is all the way across town from were i live .Seen as i have lived here all my life you can presumibly say that i have been in the portugueese education sistem for quite a while;olny soon has it come to my understanding that there are many great falts in it,but i am definetly not here to complain,i'm here to simply try and present things are they are in my point of view and context.
In the Portugueese scool there are 9 obligatory school years of witch it is ilegal to not atend if we are at a age lower than sixteen,theese 9 years start from the first witch is when we are between 5/6 years old and we leave kinder garden and go in to primary school,in this subdivision we have 4 years (of the 9).
well i gess thats were i should start seen as i don't realy remember much about kinder garden, I enterd primary school a year before my colleagues

show

two people mumbling words to a song they dont realy know the words to , but acting as if they knew it very well, poiting at each other in aproval of how good the other is "singing"a mother and her child in a mall , the kid starts trying to speak wile mother is window shopping ,-Momy (...)-mother slaps kid over head - psshhhh-Stop making a sceene-momy (...)-keep quiet (slap)you embarassing yourself(and so on)this situation reapeatschanges for two friends speaking :-You know I was thinkinging we could(...)-pst - psshhhbut i was (...)- PSSHHH ( finger slowly raising to lips )situation reapeatsI think this kind of dry humour pulled with good acting can be quite funny .